Open Question: I am beginning to hate my husband?

Ok, I want to become an architect or an industrial designer. I want to have an undergraduate degree in some of the top schools, so other than my GPA, I think I need to have a good portfolio.
I am not experienced in artistic areas. I draw and paint on my own, but I need guidance in order to prepare a sophisticated portfolio.
I am in my sophomore year right now and I can't decide what to do this summer. I can either go to Pratt's pre college program which has a Portfolio Development course in the program or I can stay hometown, take individual art classes and work intensely on building a porfolio. I also plan to help out an industrial designer in my hometown to see how they work, if I don't go to Pratt.
Going to Pratt this summer may be a great experience for me since I think it will help me understand if I really want to study away from home.
I am also afraid to go because I have no experience, I don't want to be discouraged when I see other's work.
What do you think I should do?

Open Question: I am beginning to hate my husband?

He has changed so much since I met him, he used to be the sweetest person in the world to me but that part of him has dissappeared. He used to bring me flowers and buy me things but he no longer does this. We have a 1 year old daughter together and he never helps me with her, I do everything by myself. He sits and watches TV when he gets home from work and barely speaks to me. Not to mention his I have to deal with his b*tch of an ex wife all the time. My husband has cheated on me with another female we both knew and I forgave him for that and I took him back. All of this is building up inside me and I think I hate him. I think of leaving him everyday. I don't know what to do at this point, the only reason I am still there is for our daughter. Any advice? Right, I have never forgiven him for cheating. It was over a year ago but it still bothers me. I have talked to him about my feelings but it goes in one ear and out the other. He has a kid with his ex wife so I really can't get rid of the B*tch.

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